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flaws
13 September 2012
haters gonna hate . she said im like this, im like that .. Zzz. well thats makes me ,, me . think a little deeper , if everyone on earth is the same isnt in boring ? :) no one to hate ?
hello. okay ive been totally busy these past few weeks. exams after exams. im kinda stuck and lost . okay , i was suppose to update you guys on th hariraya stuff and all . but today kinda sucks , well you can say that its a bad day . so, i had no mood to make an update on it . perhaps tmr . okay , i feel like writing about flaws. everyone knows that nobody's perfect rite ? everyone have flaws . well i have too. some people hide it while some people just show it. well , for me, the best way is to work with it . is having a bad personality counts too ? okay im going overboard. if i look at a negative way , im aint clever, im aint preety , im aint thin , im aint whateveer . i mean like come on . have you ever heard about "dont judge a book but its cover " . people say appearance doesnt matter . but like seriously, dont be stupid and fcking admit it that appearance matters . well , looks doesnt matter but appearance does. looks it like your face and features but appearnce is like your tidy or untidyness .why im talking about this again ? i was suppose to talk about my day. okay, so firstly, im sad. i cant type it here. when i tell people the problem that i facing now, all they could say is "forget it laaa " . how in th world are you gonna forget it ? yes, shit happens . but, yknow...
why would anyone hate anyone ? to be honest i never hate anyone . but i do dislike some one. well , theres a few . like if a teacher are bias and stuff . or sme people who simply say things behind my back . or bunch of other stuff. so, eventhough people tell you to forget it . i simply cant . its sad to know that someone actually is hating me now. i mean like seriously why . i would love to hear to some explanations . i do know a bunch is hating other people because of jelousy . but me ? weeeey ? haaiz . okay , lets list a few bad characters-arrogant,sellfish,useless etc . why would anyone hate anyone that has those personalities? im not trying to say im any one of those but honestly . i do have a friend that is kinda arrogant but she's effing good in studies . i would ask her for help and she would help . the only bad thing about her is that she complain at small little things like cant go under the sun and stufff. she's a good friend though. what im trying to imply why hate someone who isnt perfect ? i mean like if you hate someone cause she simply perfect , maybe thats understandable. but like serisouly.... you guys simply dont understand what im trying to say. cause you werent in my shoes . why would you feel when someone show you a hatred look everytime you walk past them ? what would you feel when a bunch of people stop their conversation when i sat with them ? i mean like its kinda of the feeling unwanted . not only that , if someone ignore you eventhough they heard your questions loud enough ? things like this simply make me feelinfg weird . these people im talking about not in my circles of friends . my bestfriends are just awesome . i always hang out with the usual five awesome people. haaiz. life is complicated . people say life is what you make out of it . correct ? some error in sentence structure . im a true believer in karma . what you give is what you get . i dont know if this person im writing about would ever read this post . but , seriously what happened back there aint funny . maybe its a small thing but it hurts. im being paranoid now. its like a long post . well im kinda depressed . fine, theres nothing i could do . haters gonna hate . hate me as much as guys want . im in no mood to think about what happened . :)
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17 Jun 2012
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my all time favourite drink !(liar)
sister :)
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kiss kiss :)
hello earthlings . okay, so yesterday was absolutely fun . wake up late . dad nagged . so, i went to bath and do some house chores . then , got a call from mom . she wanted to treat us dinner since its FATHERS DAY . okaycan . HAHA . so, we went somewhere bought some stuff and eat and go home . its simple yet fun . happy fathers day dad , saya sayang kamu . honestly, speaking, i dontknow that its fathers day until mom told me . since im having a headache , i am going to update a short post . well, actually its not that short afterall. heheh ^^ enjoy the photos above . im wan to continue being fifthteen :)
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updating ...
14 Jun 2012
teacher- "copy this down "
me- *take photo of it *
same
boredom kills :(
notes
spot me ?
hello babes . okaay, im really tired . for the past three days , i've been attending a first aid course . for continuous 3 days . wake up at 7 , take bus 86 at 8 . reached mrt at 815. reached dhoby gaut at 855 . walk to the red cross house . reached at 9. haiz . thats how it goes . what a life . all my friends were like shopping and stuff while me.... okaycan . well, the first day was kinda fun . i was late with nancy. basically, the reason is i wait for nancy ..... she's a sec 1 and im a sec 3 . an angmo man look at ,me and say " does your car breakdown ? " i was stunned by his accent . i do understand him but its just im surprised. then he looked at me and say " im teasing you ." i was like "okaay" . so, i sat down on the second row. im telling you that the first few hours was so unusual. seeing him teaching us first aid and stuff .. his name is billy ray. he told me to called him billy . haha. then we go for lunch . me and nancy. ate fish o fillet and apple pie. well, you guys do know this rule rite ? like book a table with a tissue paper ? i book the table with my water bottle . YES , MY FCKING WATER BOTTLE . and guess what bitches ? after ordering my food the booked table was fulled with angmos. so where my water bottle go ? i realised an aged woman kept looking at me. she's a cleaner . she wearing the uniform laahh. i turned to look at her . she kept avoiding her eyes and ask me whether the previous water bottle is mine , i said "can i have it ?' she smile guitily and point at the dustbin . FCK YEAH . !@#@$$%^&*( . such a wonderful life. okay, i just smiled back and say "its okay " but deep inside ...... she's a middle aged worker , what can you do ? i ate my food then we walk walk at plaza singapura. then i bought a earring . cost $2. haiiz . then go back to class . thn the second and third day the same . second day , darishinni came . seriously, the test wasnt damn hard . for theory test, i got. 25/30 ! yummmmmy huh ? kkekek ^^ . so, thats how my life goes . im a busy woman . should i start in my homework now ? or should i rest ? i think i should start preparing for my science project since im meeting my friend to do it together sometime next week. okay, sampai di sini saje . bybye !
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ngee ann poly camp was AWESOME !:)
08 Jun 2012
at lecture theater . xunyi and aish frm my school giving a speech . thanking everyone :)
same .
morning milo :)
lol :)
hoho . my roomate is lost . ashmita :)
same .
i was bored at night so i took a picture of the ceiling.
sitting on a fake grass .
there you go . even there's aircon , we were given a fan .
how cool is that ? (lol)
listening to music and some night snacks before going to sleep !:)
saw my cup ? tea breaks :)
hello readers. yes, i have been having so much fun. i went for a 2 day 1 night camp. i swear i had so much fun . since this is a discovery camp , many schools had participated in it. poongol sec, serangoon sec , yusof isyak, global indian international school, english assumption , and etc. impossible to memorize . HAHAXD . okay, so, basically i meet the rest of red cross in the morning at the hougang interchange. must be there by 720 but i go out from my house at 7 . i missed the 80 bus so i took bus no 82. lucky me. so, i partner ashmita. we took 151e . yay. then we talk like so much. then reached ngee ann poly. everyone was looking at us like " wth ? " why ? . cause we were carrying big bags . ofcourse lah, we're gonna sleepover rite... so, we try to hide our red faces. ngee ann was so big and we get lost. we hd a very hard time to search for building np. 81. when i say its big, i mean itis like really big. there's shuttle bus inside the campus fr students y'know! s, you can take the bus to go to antr building . HAHAXD . i know im lame to be so, surprised at these things but seriously ... okay, then we register and stuff. dialouge in the dark was soo much fun. we were lead into a pitch dark room. then we were ask to use our other senses such as hearings, touch , smell and taste. we were only given a cane. we were supposed to use the can to feel the ground or to make sure there's no obstacle infront of us. we were lead into a boat . we were told that we gonna go to the singapore river with that river. since, its dark, eventhough you open your eyes you cant see anything . so, you can hear water splashing and stuff. so, overall, i think its a pity. i mean i learned to appreciate my eyes. my perception of blind people had totally changed. i felt so sorry for them. they cant witness the most beautiful things on earth. haiz. then we walk to the spectacles shop. learned about eyesight and stuff. then lunch. the food doesnt sucks . i mean like be thankful that you were given rice, chicken and vegetables and popiah. i mean like if you really cant eat it , just say you dont want or smth else. seeing my juniors saying "eeeee, ewwww" , i felt like haizz. the person who cook must be hurt. if the food really taste bad then why, the seniors and trainers eat it normally? then we play and stuff. okay, im tired to write. the games were all so AWESOME . the trainers is AWESOME. our cheers was AWEESOME . we had so much fun and stuff . thanks everyone who really makes this discovery camp a very memmorable ones ! fyi, i got my cpr license ! :)
random fact - saya sayang chanyeol and baekhyun from exok . :) flying kiss !
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armyopenhouse (:
25 Mei 2012
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cute right ? the paratchute .
boom.
army :)
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hello babes. kaay, i had soo much fun today. i mean like so much fun. guess whre i go ? to the army open house.. haha. when i first get the consent form about todays learning journey, i was like haizzz. bu honestly, itwas like soo fun siaaa.. haha. kay, firstly, today, in the morning teacher let us do our own things . so i read books, talk with friends and those usual stufff. haizz. last day of school is usually boring. so, then at 11.40 , me qiying,peiyun and linda went to canteen . off we go to the army museum. basically, i met my teacher in the school foyer first. she gave us burger. she bought burger for us. THANKYOU. haha. npcc need to pay fr it. so, then i sat with fazira on the bus. she talk with misriya . im sleepy so i take a nap. we then stop at a place. the army guys gave us our goodie bags. huhu^^ . guess what inside ?? theres biscuits, water, fan, cap, pen, notebook,form and POTATO CHIPS. i ate mine in the bus. yummmy. food always make me happy. dont you know that ?? haaiz.. so , after that, the driver drove to the place where the singapore flyer are located. i forgot whats the name is called. marina smth. haha. kaay, so, we got off the bus. then we met our guide. an 'army' guide. haha. so, he brought us around. tanks and military lorries are displayed . i didnt take picture. well, honestly, they look cliche to me . so well yeaah.. then we go to the battlefield. i played the laser guns plus the real gun. imma good shooter. haha. the person was like 'your good keep it up' . but the laser gun , i didnt meet the target. haaiz. first time try also.. haaiz. then, they gave me badges. then, we go take photos and watch the parade. i think the parade is the most exciting activity. haha. kaay, so basicaly, the tanks shoot real fire. plus the bombs are real... so,its loud. okaay. you got it? so, the dog also acted in the play. kay whatever. then i go home. bye. im actuallly very tireed. but , i forced myself to write. cause by the time tommorow, i will forget already.. so, tommorow need to wake up early. need to get ready for GENTAHARASA. haaaiz. i shoudnt have joined. somehow, i felt soo lazy... i mean like very tired... haiz. gonna pick clothes now. tmr, need to go out at 12. HAAIZ. sometimes life is unfair. kaay, anyyeoooong ! :)
PICTURE(LEFTTORIGHT) : aisyawariyaa,fazira,misriya,aliffah.(me) :) actually, we took this photo last minute :) but, it turns out good. :)
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a day with me
22 Mei 2012
hello earthlings. kaay, so basically, today was fun. in school, need to copy down corrections for all the mistake we've done in our exam papers. HAIZ . so sian lah. today , is red cross day. but, i didnt march. only selected people need. kidding. im sick. well , honestly speaking i am sick. indeed, very sick. i have flu. sorethroat due to coughing. haaaiz. so, i didnt march. kay. after school , we are dismissed at 1.15. then headed to lecture theater 2 . meet mdm haslinda there. why? to check our higher mother tounge marks. HAAAIZ. paper 1- 73/100 . paper 2-55/110 . iknowright ? nevermind. as long as i passed. im happy as hell. yooow. this year's mid year exam, i did vry good. well, not sooo good but not soooo bad. neutral laaa... i didnt aim to get a1 . but thankgod i passed all except fr amaths. kaystop talking about results. lets talk about other stuuf. kay, after knowing our results,, i went to the canteen to searched for linda and xinyi. leave my bags with them and head to the western sall. THEBIGGESTMISTAKE! kay, so i ordered baked spaggheti with crispy chicken. my two maam came. haha. she angry. very cute. kay, i have a HARD time eating it. so, theres cheese ontop right?? and since its cheese, its very cheesy right?? so, guess what? my whole face was covered with cheese. xinyi,linda and juancho break into laughter. well, i suck the cheese LIKEABOSS. hahahah. kay, another embarassing moment.. btw, who should you blame? the cheese or me? the cheese for being to cheesy or me coz i cant seem to control the cheese.?? then, me and xinyi went to compass point. she buy trousers and medicine for her dad. im kinda shocked to realise that she so kind . haiz. such a goood daughter. and me standing beside her ... DONTCOMPARE! kay then she helped me choose my earrings. then head home. kaay... well, honestly speaking i've enjoyed today. im 15 years old . six more months and im 16 . kay, enjoy 2012. alright babes? random-i like guys with single eyelids. it turns me one. ohhhhhmy! their eyesmile!!! :)
PICTURE WAS TAKEN BY ANNA , 2011 :)
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21 Mei 2012
hello . exams over . kaaaay, i promise to update everyday. tlk about it tommorow... byee geeks !!!!! much loveee...
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